I have cried so many tears for you
Unseen, of course
Stalking on social media
Stepping into your life
Without being there.
We almost had it good
You screwed up, or did I?
This is not a blame game
Just a slow saw of sorrow
Shredding without blood being shed.
I asked you once
A crystal clear message hanging in the sky
You didn’t understand how I had to move on
Before you drowned me in an endless search
Looking for you in everyone I meet.
I don’t understand either
That’s why on some days, I cry
My tears clogging the heart
My blood filling up with your name
I want to vomit you out, from all of me.